Heavy----continued

Last night as I typed out the words to "Heavy" it almost didn't even feel complete, I was so tired and spent on the events of the day, but due to my ocd sort of way, I had to blog...I post every other day and I had to do it...as the words flowed out of me, parts didn't feel even worth mentioning...my husband even commented on how honest it was...I dragged myself to bed...my feet and legs were so heavy and my feet were even swollen...as I woke this morning I knew I hadn't just felt a heaviness in my soul, I had physically felt it yesterday and it had physically made me tired and more weaker then all the days prior. God was sooooooo showing me how much I need Him and how much I need to give Him everything...EVERYTHING, nothing less. Man I can be so stubborn.

Today my mom read me the devotional from Jesus Calling----"Waiting on Me means directing your attention to Me in hopeful anticipation of what I will do. It entails trusting Me with every fiber of your being, instead of trying to figure things out yourself. Waiting on Me is the way I designed you to live: all day, every day. I created you to stay conscious of Me as you go about your daily duties. I have promised many blessings to those who wait on Me: renewed strength, living above one's circumstances, resurgence of hope, awareness of My continual Presence. Waiting on Me enables you to glorify Me by living in deep dependence on Me, ready to do My will. It also helps you to enjoy Me; in My Presence is fullness of Joy."

I could hear Jesus speaking to me as well with a little Third Day----Revelation----Come On Let Me Love You

Yesterday you found your heart was broken
Tomorrow doesn't leave much room for hope
Today you found in my arms are wide open
My heart is full of love

Come on let Me love you now
Come on let Me love you
And hold you through the storm
I will keep you safe and warm
Come on let Me love you now
Come on let Me love you and kiss away your tears
I will always be here
Come on let Me love you

These words spoke volumes to my heart. Today my family and I are going to walk with certainty that God is in control, He is taking care of Whitney and we will be waiting on Him the great Physician, our Lord, our Savior and our Healer!

Amen